Living Alice

Running scared, lost and confused
and stumbled into my very own rabbit hole.
One to give me love. One to give me pain.
One to set me off, one to set me straight.
Which door to choose, which path to take?


Chaos in ways never before imagined
The world upside down by surprise. 
Foes in places unsuspected
for reasons unknown
And no way to turn back or go home.

Now I Lay Me

Now I lay me down to sleep
my soul....I want to fucking keep
If I die before I wake
that's one less breath I have to take.

Now I lay me down to sleep
In my bedroom I will creep
Into bed I will now slide
Right before the sun does rise.

Now I lay me down to sleep
and hide beneath the blankets deep
If I make it through the night
I didn't make it without a fight.

Now I lay me down to sleep
against my chest, the knife I keep
and now you I won't mislead
my wrists are slit and now I bleed.

Now I lay me down to die
and kiss this fucking world good bye
Life became a fucking chore
I could not take it anymore.

Now I lay me down to die
there is no reason for you to cry
It wouldn't matter if you do
For, tonight, my life is through.